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Sunday, April 22, 2007
Thinking of: The best ways to apologize.Song: Runaway love - Mary J. Blige feat Ludacris. Mood: Sad and crying as always.Amin did it again. Only this time, to me with the help of the love if my life. Omg Amin, you didnt have to do it at this time. I was really falling in love. I know what I did to you seemed heartless but you cannot make me lose my love everytime I fall in love. You got me real bad and you made me lose the people I love 3 times now. What more do you want? I'd rather you take my life and beat me up. I don't want to live if every love is going to end up this way. Amin, please,I'm begging you. I know what I did. I still want to apologize to your mom. But I'm so embarrased. God, I lost so many people around my birthday. First was Aqil, then Nabee, then Azmir, then my Aunty. Why did the people that I loved so much go at a time like this. Especially when I don't have a life. God, I'm only 14. I know you don't want me to live. So just take my life. No one wants me. Please, I want to runaway. Will someone runaway with me? Please? I can't live on my own. I need to cry. You know what, these are my problems. Why should I make anyone else runaway with me? They didn't do anything. I've got problems till my eyeballs till they're spilling out everywhere. Please please please, I want something good to happen somewhere. Just one thing please. Just one small thing to keep on making me hope for more good things. Please? I don't want to live anymore. Can I runaway? No one understands me. No one wants to keep me and love me. Why am I even here crying every night? There's no point to live and see the world. I'd rather be blind.No love here,Me.
Tashah so melodramatic la. Stop it eh?
Sunday, April 22, 2007
