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Friday, April 20, 2007

Thinking of: How sucky-er my Birthday can get.
Song: No song playing.
Mood: Through the rain - Mariah Carey.


Birthday today. Its even worst than a normal day. Classmates are bullshit. Friends are okay. Nabee? Well she's just Nabee.

School was normal. Got chased by that freaking moth again in Maths class. Did a tribal dance. Nabee had her own tribal dance too. Mr. Jamal made the whole class sing a birthday song. I couldn't care less. I just walked out of the class. And came back in when they finished their little sing-along- session.

CCA was okay. I guess. Board Of Directors wished me. Thanks guys. Then only thing that made me smile even abit was Edward getting a wedgie in front of me. Thanks Omar.

Walked home and cried the whole walk through. Lucky I had someone to accompany me. My Barney.

So yeah. Got home, bathed, jumped into boxers, do all those "THANK YOU!!"s to the people who wished me a happy birthday that isnt so happy.

Little brother wished me happy birthday and gave me a sharpener. So yeah. The present I got today was a sharpener. I should be happy cos I now have something to sharpen my pencils with?

Yeah. I didn't see Mdm Norain for counselling after school today. I was so sad and I cried so much I couldn't face her. I'll see you on Monday during recess. I promise. I need someone to talk to anyway. And the person I count on isn't here anymore.

Well the hardest part of the day today was in school ad at home. During guitar lessons. I can't listen to people who sing songs to celebrate something I don't wish would ever come again. Especially when it comes every year. When I heard Mai say," Eh, Nabila nangis." I just went blank and turned. I pushed her to one side and tried my very best to comfort her. Wanted to hug her but then my mind hit me. It just said back off, she told you to fuck off. Don't make it worst for her. So I just accompanied her till Mai came. Then I sat at another place with Steph and all after we came back from 7-11. Then when they left, I sat all alone. Waited for people to call but no one did. So yeah. The most fucked day is today.



AZMIRRRR<3

Tashah so melodramatic la. Stop it eh?
Friday, April 20, 2007