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Saturday, May 19, 2007

And maybe Im too young to keep good love from going wrong. But tonight you're on my mind so you never know. When Im broken down and hungry for your love with no way to feed it. Where are you tonight, child you know how much I need it. Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run. Sometimes a man gets carried away, when he feels like he should be having his fun. And much too blind to see the damage he's done. Sometimes a man must wake himself up to find that really, he has no one. I think I found myself last summer but lost myself come new May. A case of finding myself up on the mountain and losing myself coming back down, where it mattered, where there was no home for me. I think maybe if aI had a little someone to call my own, to lie with, to breathe with, I would feel so much better. Maybe if I could wake up right by you and just lay in your bed watching you untill you woke up, and you wouldn't tell me to "get out of here" we'd probably just fall in love all over again at the sight of a new day in your eyes. All of that, all of that. I had never had asked for much, well thats a lie of the biggest kind, I had always asked for everthing, but I never got you. I want a lover with an organ chest and breathing that knocks the rain out of the morning, someone just to stroke my hair and tell me something amazing when all around me smells like shit. Maybe if I could just have you for a second, today has been so terrible, just a second with you, and then I could pack you back in your box and wait a thousand and one days until fate introduces us properly.

Tashah so melodramatic la. Stop it eh?
Saturday, May 19, 2007