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Saturday, May 19, 2007
Love, if I were in your shoes, this is what I would feel. I do try to put myself in your shoes everytime we fight. I just didn't show it. Here's how I'd feel if I were you:
Explanations are not necessary when you know what you've done wrong. Things are going amazing with her. She texts me constantly. Keep each other company while the other is at home. She makes me feel beautiful and worth it. She's perfect in my eyes. She doesn't smoke. Doesn't drink She tells me nothing but the truth. If that's not commitment or dedication, please tell me what is. And yet, there's this other girl. One I can't seem to let go of. One that just wants to love me as badly as Syak does. She's much further away, and a time change named intense keeps us apart more than I would like. She is everything I want just with an ocean in the way and no possible way to claim it. And all I find myself needing to say is sorry. I am excited to be with Syak. Excited to be happy and feel loved. I am just reluctant to let her be my all. I'm afraid that at this speed it is all going to fall apart. This other girl, so content in a letter and voice. As am I with songs and a promise. Much more far-fetched than anything I could dream of. But so utterly enticing. Fickle, unsure, unable to decide. Must i make this choice? Or will you wait and be there when this all comes crashing down? I am sorry that I have turned out to be like all the others. I am a pessimist at heart. I hope either one of you will wait. (Let's think twice of that other girl.)
Tashah so melodramatic la. Stop it eh?
Saturday, May 19, 2007
