IMAGE IS LOADING, PLS BE PATIENT.
Friday, May 25, 2007
thinking of: what he said was true.
song: through the rain - mc
mood: how-do-you-make-a-deep-wound-stop-bleeding-and-tearing-by-itself ?
im sorry i cut myself today. i itched for it. i bought it a few weeks back. the thing was sharp. i didnt notice. i pressed too hard and i could see the white skin. just like fate said. i got so shocked at the blood dripping, i was too scared to move. but i did manage to see the blood flow. it was gushing out. it was kind of pretty. but the wound got bigger. it tore by itself. i could feel the stretch. as im typing, the wound is tearing and bleeding. tell me this isn't the end. i cried so loudly outside the house. only ten minutes later then i remembered to put on pressure like fate used his bandanna. i went it, washed the blood but not the wound. so i used a cloth and pressed it down. slowly reflected and what i did. then i started to cry. i needed you to stop my bleeding for me. hold this cloth down hard as i look into your eyes and make you cry with me. to feel you feeling scared, it makes me smile at a point where you're afraid to leave me. when will FATE introduce us properly? why not? dont say we're not meant to be. i know we are. you're not seeing it yet. one day i'll come back for you. i promise i will. whether you like or not. i'll be in MIA for the mean time. till i really find myself and know who i am, hold my responsibilities, be perfect, i'll come back aacting its accidental. i'll not come for you directly. i want you to see through me. i don't want to lie. i never did. if you're not coming home, i'll come to what you call your home. i will. i want to change myself. i'll change my email, change everything. i'll only appear once or twice. i want you to know i want this. no matter how hard it makes me suffer. i really love you. and now, i wipe my tears with the bloody bloody cloth. so what do i do with your pictures? exactly what. keep it to yourself. i'll be MIA. the only thing you'll know that is updated, is this stinking blog.
Tashah so melodramatic la. Stop it eh?
Friday, May 25, 2007
