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Saturday, May 19, 2007
It feels like just yesterday. And when I read those words you texted to me, I'm thrown back into the same time and that same state of mind until I pull my eyes away again. Oh I love you. Will you ever see truth in me dear?
The entire time I felt myself feeling the vacancy that I'd become numb to. It was as if the nerves were being exposed in a cavity. I walked up to the house barefooted. I felt the grass compressing, and the lucky blades sliding between my toes. I could smell the fresh cut grass around me, and felt the need to go in the backyard and sit in the tree house. And at the conclusion of all of these thoughts and tiny experiences, I realized how much I'm going to miss my home when I run away tonight. The place I shed my tears. The place I bled in. The place that brought me through hell. The place where I lied down on the bed texting my dear love sweet words in tiny stars suggesting that we're doing it. *cries* Just like this. I'm missing my home. My nest. With pieces of my past etched in everything.
It's going to be hard letting go of everything I've been trying to escape.
Tashah so melodramatic la. Stop it eh?
Saturday, May 19, 2007
